i can't get past "denial"

i'm talking about the election. i just can't come to terms with the results. i don't believe it really happened. it doesn't seem real.

i can't read any political coverage in the news, magazines, or online.

i hear his name, or see his picture, and i turn the other way, revolted. its like someone is trying to show me the image of a corpse. and i can't stomach a peek. i can't grasp the awful, scary, mind boggling truth.

is it really?... did it really?...

oh man.

what are we in for, these next 4 years? can someone please tell me? even if i'm not sure i'm ready to believe it?